All over the place today.....

Today I woke up feeling really down. Worthless you could say. It's like I've hit this wall in where I want my life to go. The "voices" are telling me how I'm going to fail. Disappoint. Lose people important to me because of the choices I'm making for my life. I just want them to shut up. I don't want to cut to feel better. I'm fighting the urges. Fighting hard. Fingers crossed I make it through the day. I know I can do this. I've done it before. I have to find my strength. My core to anchor to.